This life is filled with pain and sorrow, I always wonder if I’ll make it through tomorrow. I don’t know what I’m going to do, I’m always missing you. I think about the joy, laughter, and tears, and try not to have any fears. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, But once again I start thinking about your death. You told me you would only be gone a little while, And told me to always keep on a smile. But its been longer than a while, How do you expect me to smile? I know you will always be in my heart, But it is slowly breaking apart. I always loved having you near, and now I wish you were here.